Bullet Journal – April Cover Page

Happy April! We’re being productive this month and getting things done, so here’s a somewhat earlier than usual monthly cover page!

I’m honestly not sure why I chose this quote to act as the cover page this month. I think at the beginning I was being a little sentimental about some past things and I had shared this quote on social media back when I was in my feels about it. I just really like this quote. I know Sylvia Plath is kind of depressing sometimes, but she definitely had a way with words. I should probably read more of her work…

This month actually started out on a good note. Easter seemed super early this year, didn’t it? We didn’t get everyone together like we usually would, but I got to see my aunts and my cousins, which was fun. It’s always good to catch up with family and we always have a good time.

I don’t really have a lot going on this month, but I kind of like that. I feel like it’s good sometimes to not have plans and to be able to relax and just enjoy the moments as they come. I’m actually reading a book that’s sort of about this, so look out for a review in the next week or so!

Things are looking pretty good honestly. I’m loving the nicer weather and I’m dying to be tan again! I’m also planning on going somewhat blonde again at the end of the month, so I’m excited about that. Things are good 🙂

Bullet Journal – February Cover Page

Yay for getting this one posted before the end of the month! I really need to get better about this, I’m trying I promise!

I was trying to think of a way to show love for Valentine’s Day and February without being overly Valentine’s Day, you know? I saw this tattoo drawing on Pinterest that was supposed to represent Persephone and knew that I had to copy it for my bujo.

If you keep up with my blog, you may have seen that I read Mythology: Timeless Tales of Gods and Heroes by Edith Hamilton back in October 2019. I mentioned there how much the story of Persephone and Hades stuck out to me and that I wanted to read more about them. I’ve read a little here and there, but really feel drawn to Persephone. I love that she’s the goddess of Spring and the queen of the Underworld. She can be soft and sweet but also strong and dark. I feel that way about myself sometimes, like I don’t really fit into one box.

I like that they’re one of the few couples in mythology that seem like they have a strong relationship. Hades is completely in love with Persephone, and unlike other gods he doesn’t have extramarital affairs and children all over the place.

They definitely have their problems and are only able to spend half of the year together, so honestly not the ideal relationship, but if we’re being honest what relationship doesn’t have problems? If this is what works for them, then that’s cool, right?

Anyway, I just like that I was able to find a way to make my theme about a love that I find interesting. Thought about doing another Bridgerton drawing, but that might be too much Bridgerton even for me.

There really isn’t much else to write about this month. We’re getting lots of snow, the Groundhog saw his shadow so winter isn’t over any time soon, I’m still working two jobs…

Hopefully I’ll have more to write about new month, but no news is better than bad news, so I’ll take it!

Happy February everyone 🙂

Bullet Journal – January Cover Page

I still can’t believe 2020 is over, what a year. Definitely hoping that 2021 is better, or at least just different.

I know we’re not too far into the year yet, but so far so good. Things seem to be looking up for me. I feel more positive about making plans for the future. It feels a little bit like there’s a light at the end of the tunnel and I can finally see it, though time will tell.

I turned 29 earlier this month, which was…weird. It’s strange that I’m in the last year of my twenties. I’ve been reflecting on it a lot recently and I feel pretty good about how I’ve spent my twenties. I’ve traveled to some amazing places, I found a good job, I bought a house on my own. There are a lot of people my age who probably haven’t been fortunate enough to achieve those things yet and I feel pretty good about that.

I also feel like I’ve really discovered myself and have a good understanding of who I am. I’ll be going into my thirties sure of myself and what I want from life. I’m not sure I feel like an adult yet, but do we ever feel like we’re as old as we are after this point?

I guess it’s hard to say how you expect a year to go when you’re still in the beginning, but I’m looking forward to what this year will bring. So, happy New Year everyone and here’s to 2021!

Bullet Journal – December Cover Page

So…I forgot this month to post my cover page (how very 2020 of me). It’s actually kind of a blessing in disguise because now I can make it an end of the year post!

December has been a bit of a wild ride. There’s a new vaccine that’s out, we may be getting another round of stimulus checks (not enough, but long overdue) here in the US. We celebrated Christmas!!

It’s funny actually because I had a lot of people tell me that Christmas didn’t feel the same for them this year because of the coronavirus. My family stopped visiting our entire family years ago, so for awhile it’s just been my parents and my siblings getting together for Christmas Day. For us it was really nice. My parents got me a Bissell Crosswave!

Not much else to update on. I didn’t include the monthly spread this time because it’s pretty much the same thing and the cover pages seem more exciting.

I will say, I’m looking forward to 2021. It just feels like there’s some hope for next year to be better. I know I’m definitely looking forward to things returning to normal as quickly as possible. I’d love to travel again.

Hope everyone made it through 2020 and is looking forward to better times. Happy New Year!

Bullet Journal – November Cover Page & Monthly Spread

So November might be a little crazy, huh? Who would’ve thought that the election would be this close. I decided to do a mail in ballot and dropped it off a few weeks before Election Day, which I think was definitely the right choice. I’m not sure I would’ve wanted to stand in line with everyone on Election Day, it was pretty cold.

I’m writing this before I’m posting it, so I’m hoping we have a better idea of who the next president will be by the time this is posted. Fingers crossed at least!

I took off the beginning of the month just to relax and rest. It felt good to have a little break from everything.

I’m wondering what Thanksgiving will be like this year. I’m not sure yet whether or not my family will be holding it. My sister and I were thinking about doing a Friendsgiving, but I guess we’ll have to see where we are before we can decide for sure.

I’m still feeling pretty good this month. I think I’m doing a good job saving money and getting ready for the holidays. I’m looking forward to Christmas and honestly I’m excited for winter this year. It’s kind of nice knowing I won’t have to drive in to work when it snows. We’re staying positive here, right?

Bullet Journal – October Cover Page & Monthly Spread

So this is really late…I know, I know. October has been a crazy month. I feel like I was really busy and had a lot going on. I don’t know, there really isn’t any excuse, I just dropped the ball with posting.

I actually felt really good this month. I got to spend some time with friends and get out of the house a few times. Halloween is also my favorite holiday, so having the house decorated and everything just made me happy. Trick or treating was definitely different in my neighborhood, but we had a pretty good turnout for it being during a pandemic. I love the kids, they’re the best part of Halloween.

I decided to go with a Coraline theme for the month. I actually dyed my hair blue and dressed up as Coraline for Halloween. It was super fun. Here’s a picture of me with my button eyes:

Honestly not too much else to say. Things are pretty much still the same, but I feel really good. Ready for next month!

Bullet Journal – September 2020 Cover Page & Monthly Spread

Happy September everyone! We’re a little more than halfway through the month and there isn’t really much to update everyone on. Although everything is different because of COVID, I feel like I’m starting to feel sort of normal? I know, crazy right?

This is definitely a new normal, but it doesn’t feel quite as suffocating as it did before. Does anyone else feel this way too? I feel like I have some what of a routine again. I’m still working, Fall is basically here, football is on. I don’t know, it just feels like something I can get used to.

Personally I haven’t gone out to eat and I really don’t go to any stores unless it’s for groceries or alcohol. I haven’t really seen any friends since March, which is really weird, but I’m also kind of a homebody so I don’t really feel like I’m suffering too much socially. I actually feel like I’ve been talking to people more often than I would have because we’re checking in with each other to see how we’re doing through everything.

Obviously my dating life has halted completely. I’m okay with that though. I don’t think I have the time or energy for anything new right now and it’s good to just have this time to work on myself.

Anyway, my theme for this month is Alice in Wonderland. I have the phrase “It’s no use going back to yesterday because I was a different person then” from Alice in Wonderland tattooed on my back. It’s something I always go back to whether I’ve had a good/bad/normal day. I use it as a reminder that I’m always growing as a person and to not look back on things that have happened so much because I’ve grown from whatever experience.

I feel like with everything going on, it’s more important that ever to remind myself that everything I experience makes me grow and that I need to keep looking forward rather than looking to the past and wondering how I could have changed things.

I don’t have too much going on this month. The planets are certainly active, so that should be interesting! Also, as you can see, I’ve been terrible about reading. I know, I know. I’ll get on it. Sorry!!

Hope everyone’s having a good month! Happy almost Spooky Season!!

Bullet Journal – August 2020 Cover Page & Monthly Spread

I said I would try to be more artistic this month! I’m also posting close to the beginning of the month and not the end, so I’m kind of proud of myself here.

If you read my posts, I was ending July pretty optimistic about life and everything going on. I still feel like I’m trying to stay positive and optimistic, but I got some pretty unfortunate news about my job last week, so it’s put a bit of a downer on things.

I’ve talked a little about it before, but I currently work for a travel company. With everything going on with COVID, my job has been heavily impacted. My company has no incoming business and while we’ve been able to stay afloat and continue working full time up until now, the time finally came for my boss to make some cuts.

I feel like I knew it was coming soon and I’ve been trying to save a bit so that I would be more prepared when it did happen, but it felt sort of sudden and I wasn’t 100% prepared for it when it happened last week.

Luckily, my dad is self-employed and I’m able to help him out so I’ll be able to sort of make up for the loss of income with a part-time job. I know a lot of people aren’t in the position to do this and dealing with unemployment right now seems like a nightmare. I’m definitely very fortunate to have this opportunity and to be able to continue paying my bills and save any extra money for the month.

Which brings me to my spread and “habit” tracker for August!

Keeping up with the “No Spend” on my habit tracker is going to be really important this month. I’m not exactly sure what my income will be between the two jobs, so I’m trying really hard to make sure I don’t spend too much on things that aren’t necessary.

My “Goals” section is pretty short and sweet, and honestly that’s what I need my mindset to be going into this month.

Save money, stay positive.

I think that’s really a good reminder right now with everything going on in the world. Things are pretty bad, and it feels like every day gets worse. It’s really hard to stay positive, but I think we all need to keep looking toward that light at the end of the tunnel. We’ll get through this eventually.

Bullet Journal – Movie Tracker

This is kind of a fun one. Well, it could be more fun…I should really go back to some of my old journals and upload some of the old spreads I would do.

Anyway! This is how I keep track of movies that I’ve watched in my bullet journal. It’s really pretty simple. I used to make it more decorative, but I kind of liked the idea of keeping track of the date that I watched it and my rating.

Side note: did anyone else hate Once Upon A Time in Hollywood? Everyone seems to love it, but I really hated how it ended.

Bullet Journal – April 2020 Cover Page & Monthly Spread

Here we are again posting my cover page at the end of the month. Sorry guys! Things have been so strange with the pandemic and the state of the world right now.

To be completely honest, I’m finding it hard to find motivation to do anything. Working from home is definitely not something that I enjoy. Okay, so maybe it was fun for a week or two to not have to get dressed for work and to sit and drink tea all day long. Now it’s just sort of frustrating.

I used to be able to leave work at work. I would drive the 20 minutes it takes to get home and blast my music if I felt stressed about something, and then go home and enjoy my peaceful space.

Now it’s become a part of my space. I can’t really escape it. Even when I shut down for the day I’m still thinking about it. I’m thinking about if I put in enough work for the day. I’m thinking about what I can do tomorrow to be better. Even on the weekends I’m thinking about doing work just because I don’t have anything else to do and could really get a good start on some of the projects.

I’ve tried to do other things to keep myself busy during this time, but it’s really hard.

I tell myself I’m going to catch up on new Netflix series, read more, exercise more, eat healthier, improve my quality of life, etc. I will give myself some credit – I ordered a ton of painting supplies from Michael’s and have started getting back into making art. So far, that’s the one thing that’s helped me stay sane during this stay-at-home order.

I haven’t really done much else though. Plus my overthinking is getting the best of me and I’ve definitely pushed people away…not going to get into that today though.

So now that I’ve vented all my personal COVID-19 frustrations, lets get back to bullet journaling…

I decided to go with a Spring theme this month. I was inspired by the daffodils growing in my backyard. I guess the blooming of flowers after the cold winter is kind of a sign of hope for better, warmer days. I was obviously feeling a lot more positive at the beginning of the month.

I’ve really slacked on keeping up with my habits. I did get in some reading the last two days, so I’m happy that I’ll be able to fill in those little boxes. Really need to start making dinner more, but honestly it’s mostly that I have so many leftovers as a single person that I don’t really need to make more than 2 or 3 meals a week to keep myself fed.

Not really much else to share about this month. How’s everyone else coping?